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fanfiction [ lost in austen ] [Jun. 19th, 2013|01:55 pm]
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title: little girl lost
fandom: lost in austen
rating: pg-15
b-noise: home - michael buble
genre[s]: drama/hurt/comfort

spoiler[s]: some basic background
word count: 1,465

price wickham

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Bathory (2008) [Dec. 3rd, 2012|09:28 pm]
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[Current Location |At Home]
[Current Mood |lazy]
[Current Music |Where are you Christmas - Faith Hill]

So on another one of my days that I really should have been writing some of my final research papers I instead found myself drive to start clearing out some movies that had been piling up on my Netflix Instant queue and I actually found some really good movies that I hadn't counted on seriously enjoying as much as I did.I have a love of historical movies that care some real substance. Especially anything that throws in some drama, warfare and more than a dash of romance causes me to become hooked. Gladiator, Kingdom of Heaven, Centurion, Lost in Austen (I know, the weird one out), 300, 10000 BC, Snow White and the Huntsman, and the new Robin Hood with Russell Crowe as the lead. I have a weakness for that man in anything that is historical or directed by Ridley Scott.. God that man is a genius.. But I digress..

I watch Ironclad with James Purefoy as the lead and while I have seen him in a few movies before I have never really taken much notice of him but this.. Wow, he kinda blew me away and even with the kinda unrealistic love connection with Isabel ( still would have loved to be Kate Mara in those scenes) he was pretty good at playing the Templar Knight. However I must say that at least for me, I believe that to his credit to Paul Giamatti playing the role of King John was the well rounded and astounding character in the movie. You might not agree with me on that, but you have to admit that he was amazing in this movie.


But without a doubt my biggest surprise of the night was finally taking the time to watch Bathory (2008) and I am grateful that I did. I finally took the time to sit down and watch this, and to be completely honest I wasn't not expecting much out of this movie at all but I was captured and found that if has made it to me wanting to buy it on Amazon to add to my collection (which is ridiculous huge already). And wow, I don't know how old she is but Anna Freil is quite an attractive woman, geesh. And I pretty much really liked the ending and it really kicked my plot bunnies into over-drive which really hasn't happened in awhile.

My passions are for seemingly misunderstood and strong women in history. Anne Boleyn for one, but this one about Erzsebet Bathory really captured my attention.

And Anna Freil is a sexy woman.


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when? [May. 12th, 2012|10:46 pm]
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[Current Mood |crushedcrushed]
[Current Music |Christina Perri - The Lonely]

when did I decide to start settling instead of continuing to reach?
when was it that I started to get stuck in this rut instead of moving forward?
when is it that my own happiness became dependent on another human being and not created through me?

as I sit here as one stage of my life ends, 6 years of my life that has seen more heartbreak and happiness. more heights and stumbles than I had ever know that I almost have become ashamed of what I have become..

where is that girl that fought every day to get out of bed when she wasn't sure where that ground was to put her feet?
when did I become this shadow of a girl? I used to be so strong, the end of something was only the beginning to something else.

I want to be in love with myself like I was. I need time and new eyes, air in my lungs and salt on my lips.
All of a sudden I felt like I can't breathe as I realize just how pathetic I have become..

" I'm a ghost of a girl that I want to be most; I'm the shell of a girl that I used to know well. "
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fanfiction [ firefly ] [Nov. 15th, 2011|11:42 pm]
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title: few bullets short of a full clip
fandom: firefly 
rating: pg-15
b-noise: text from last night prompt.
genre[s]: humor, one-shot, prompt-based
spoiler[s]: some basic background
word count: 1,538

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returned and a burning rage [Oct. 11th, 2011|06:40 pm]
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[Current Mood |thoughtfulthoughtful]
[Current Music |End of an Era - Zack Hemsey]

It seems as though I am back from the dead. It has been over a year since I posted here, much less been logged into lj. 
And so much growing has been taking place in that time, I have loved and lost; risen and fallen, triumphed and failed and yet here I am back again with only the goal of keeping the razor from my wrist and turning back to putting pen to paper.

To quote one of my favorite fanfictions...
"She wasn't thinking straight. No, certainly not at all. She felt small and burned out inside, and it gave her a need to consume everything around her. The itch to break and damage whatever was in reach was real and she tasted her own blood on her lip. Peace and quiet? If he wanted peace and quiet she'd give him so much of it she hoped he'd choke on it."

So let us begin.

It looked as a night of dark intent
Was coming, and not only a night, an age
Someone had better be prepared for rage
Robert Frost
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fanfiction [ push ] [Aug. 16th, 2010|07:12 pm]
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title: my tomorrow
fandom: push
rating: pg-13
b-noise: jolene -  mindy smith
genre[s]: drama, one-shot, character insight, one-side romance
spoiler[s]: none
word count: 1,429
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fanfiction [ firefly ] [Aug. 16th, 2010|06:31 pm]
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title: sell my soul
fandom: firefly 
rating: pg-13
b-noise: running up that hill - Depeche Mode 
genre[s]: drama, one-shot, character insight
spoiler[s]: some basic background, pre-series.
word count: 1,062

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fanfiction [ that 70s show ] [Sep. 28th, 2009|05:38 pm]
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title: if you could just realize
fandom: that 70's show
rating: pg-13
b-noise: realize - callie colbat
genre[s]: one-shot, drabble, drama
spoiler[s]: lots and yet, alittle.
word count: 537

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rant [Aug. 19th, 2009|08:24 pm]
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[Current Mood |workingworking]
[Current Music |battlefield - jordan sparks]

I hate math homework, I have been spoiled for so long not taking a math class that I have forgotten how much of a pain-in-the-ass the subject is.
And the worst part is that most of this is simple middle school crap and I just can't remember how to do it...
Somebody please tell me how to do a equation with a fraction in it?
Pathetic I know.. :<

In other news, I managed to have both my toads pass away in less than a week and then while returning from overseas I managed to lose my wallet in a layover in Boston Logan airport while in transfer to LAX from Heathrow. And it had everythinggggg in it.
So it somebody reading this [coughfatchancecough] happens to either have it of such, please please give it back
The wallet was really pretty.. Amongst other things... </3

I have found a new mecca and it is called OneManga, absolutely fabulous. And it doing so gotten back to reading manga, without having to get back in the past habits of blowing all my money or shoplifting it
forget that last one >.>

Her Majesty's Dog _ Beast Master _ Shinobi Life = <333

Some times it's just better to take the risk then regretting a lost chance
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the newest babies [Jul. 26th, 2009|06:01 pm]
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[Current Mood |hungryhungry]
[Current Music |Poker Face [cover] - Daughtry]

 finally got some pictures posted of my two newest babies added to the ever growing Caitlin Zoo & Circus. They are Gargoyle Geckos, one male, Noe and one female, Pele. They are about 8 monthes old now so they are going to get alot bigger though Noe is already starting to look bigger since I've gotten him.

____ PELE ____    +    ____ NOE ____


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